It would be an understatement to say that I say what’s on my mind. Outspoken might not be strong enough either but when things kept happening to Roman, to his things it just pissed me off.
People in Roman’s life keep letting their screw ups and shit land at Roman’s door and I was getting sick of it for him. He is worthy of much more respect than he has received. Maybe it is just me but I don’t think I should have to worry about the man I love when he goes to work in a bar he co-owns, yet I do.
If Roman sits in the bar he catches hell for letting office stuff slide, if he is in the office working people swear he’s never there because he didn’t come out to the bar and speak to them.
Hell, even I was giving him hell. I’d have loved nothing more for him to have spent the full moon with me but I knew it would be just like my birthday, people calling or texting till he got fed up and ignored his phone.
I want more for him, I don’t think it is just that I love him that leads me to believe he deserves more respect. He damn sure deserves more than he’s being shown. He can’t even keep people out of his office for goodness sakes
So when he sent me a text asking me to pack for Biloxi I rushed to do it. Roman needed the reminder of what it’s like to be respected and catered to and his and Jo’s casino fit that bill perfectly. I had no idea that he might be offered a Sheriff’s position by one of Queen Blackwood’s rivals.
I hope there is a way that Roman can live up to his potential and I can keep my job. I love what I do for the queen, maybe I can work covertly to keep an eye out on Russell. I just know that I can’t leave Roman and I would never willingly betray him.
Maybe everything concerning Biloxi will work it’s self out. I hope so, even if that means another move for me. I can see it now, Roman and I racing from the sunrise with a pile of cardboard boxes in the back, and written on the one in the center…Biloxi or Bust.