So why am I up at 4 in the morning writing in my journal? Because Lady Moon is big and bright in the sky, Roman isn’t here and what I want most is to switch to four feet and run, that’s just not an option. Sure I could go outside and run around the property on the plantation but there is no assurance that I’d be safe and I’m not willing to take that chance. So here I am, sitting in the house looking at Lady Moon teasing me. I’ll be glad when this phase is done and I can breathe easier. Can I make it through without going crazy or needing to shift? I guess we’ll see.